Deep horizontal discussions
Aug. 7th, 2004 11:44 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tinpraWatch out...one could happen to you. And now that I'm in the middle of one -- well not literally at this second -- I'm trying to both figure out how it happened and how to end it gracefully. Actually I'm pretty sure I started it. I'm good for running headfirst into crap like that.
Who wants to have a deep conversation while horizontal? Tinpra does, that's who.
So I just found out that I was right and The Poet (sensative guy from a few posts back. I have no idea what I was calling him then. Probably Mr. Sensitive) is as unanamored with me as I was afraid he might be. Which on the one hand is good. He already has relationship issues. On the other hand it's bad because my relationship issue is that no one that I'm interested in has ever been as interested in me. The one time I thought otherwise my heart got shattered, and I still haven't found all the pieces.
But its been a civilized conversation. No one's run away in tears. As far as I know he's not crying, although he's the weepy sort. (Which kinda weirds me out, but that's another post.) If I'm lucky things between us will change after tonight for the better. I won't like it, but it will be better. Darnit.
Who wants to have a deep conversation while horizontal? Tinpra does, that's who.
So I just found out that I was right and The Poet (sensative guy from a few posts back. I have no idea what I was calling him then. Probably Mr. Sensitive) is as unanamored with me as I was afraid he might be. Which on the one hand is good. He already has relationship issues. On the other hand it's bad because my relationship issue is that no one that I'm interested in has ever been as interested in me. The one time I thought otherwise my heart got shattered, and I still haven't found all the pieces.
But its been a civilized conversation. No one's run away in tears. As far as I know he's not crying, although he's the weepy sort. (Which kinda weirds me out, but that's another post.) If I'm lucky things between us will change after tonight for the better. I won't like it, but it will be better. Darnit.
